*Sigh* I have been in hell for three weeks. I want to get drunk and fall into that fuzzy suspended animation at least twice a week. I see so much wasted time, wasted love, wasted me. Why have I NOT gotten drunk? It is suggested to me as a solution to my pain by well-meaning…
The post I didn’t post because it was a real downer
Please no more bad dreams. I am so tired from fighting failure and public humiliation all night. The last two days I have been wrung out like an old sponge, spent and useless all day after dreams that provided no rest. I knew this was all going too easily! I am a one eyed typer…